TJ used Struggle Bug

I work a lil too much

ARC 3

4/21 - 4/30

Today's Creations

  • OcUrRu Chapter 2 Name

  • Re:vising chapter 3 script

  • Added to Zibaldone

  • Draw Diary

  • Character Research... this counts right?

Happy today all, it's today again and I hope you're happy.

I won't complain or be disappointed, but today I didn't get much done, I felt very deflated and drained today. Maybe I do too much, but hopefully I'll have recovered tomorrow

Today I learned about the manga City and PTSD Radio. The latter I now own, but the former is calling my name I must acquire it soon. PTSD Radio gives soooooo much food for thought

4/21/2025

Today's Creations

  • Road Trip 11 edits

Ohayou Gozaimasu

Today started off super great but then I had another sadness episode :(

Today I learned that I think too much and that I shouldn't live entirely in mine head

4/22

Today's Creations

  • Road Trip 11 edits

  • Chapter 3 scripting

  • Chapter 2 Naming

  • Concept Corner 3 Scripted

  • Brainstormed Cx3 today

  • Added to mine Zibaldone

Feeling better and now I want revenge >:( revenge on the world for taking my precious joy away from me. I'll get revenge by being twice as happy today to make up for yesterday. Yes i'm giving Flop from Re:Zero right now ahahahahhahaha!

I'm gonna retire Concept Corner... and replace it with Cx3

Today I learned about Narcissism for helping me write characters

4/23

Today's Creations

  • Chapter 3 Scripting

  • Chapter 2 Naming

  • Road Trip episode 11 Finished

  • Road Trip episode 12 Started

  • Draw Diary

Today I learned about Erehwon what a ridiculous concept but i'm defintely putting that in my LA inspired city of San Estario

bahahahahahha

4/24

I'm so thankfueled I love learning, tho I do think I think too much ahahahahaha, learning to think less is harder than thinking more I'd wager. Sometimes I do feel misunderstood like am I THAT big brained people misunderstand me or...? ahahahahaaha anyway happy today all, it's another brand new day to change, grow and begin again!

Today's Creations

  • Road Trip 12 edits

  • Chapter 3 scripting

  • Chapter 2 Storyboarding

  • Concept Corner Finale

  • Zibaldone additions

  • CityChat Template Started

I'm going through and researching a lot of youtuber forkship behaviour for my manga. Gosh they're so aggy to me, xxxtroverts though. Anyway I better get praised for going thru this mental torture bahahahhhahahhahaaa

Today I learned about a bunch more different conspiracy theories to use at some point for OcUrRu

4/25

Today's Creations

  • Road Trip 12 edits

  • Chapter 3 scripting

  • Released Chapter 1 part Ur(ban)

  • Concept Corner Finale editing

  • CityChat Profile Template Finished

I'm a byte early but I uploaded OcUrRu chapter 1 part Ur(ban) today.

I'm so thankfueled to be part of mangaka club, I really needed this community badly

Today I learned about a new workflow that focuses on one type of project a day. I'll try to implement that in mine life from now on and see how that aids

4/26

Today's Creations

  • Art School Badge Video

  • Chapter 3 Script Finished

  • Chapter 2 Ne-Mu Finished

I hate the word content creator, what should I call mineself? mixed media creator? artist? creator? Idk send halp!

I pushed thru and locked in and created chapter 2 Ne-Mu. I woke up to an amazing comment on my manga from someone I respect and a friend and it really motivated me. It was a type of comment I've hardly ever received and I appreciate him to the moon and back!! I even finished chapter 3 script too

Today I will find out if I can try and be satisified with all I did today and chill for the rest of the night. Also going to try the one project a day thing, though I did mess that up already because I edited a quick video bahahhaha

I was successful

4/27

Today's Creations

  • Arc 2 Video Filmed

  • OcUrRu C1 commercial

  • Sketched Monthly Challenge art

  • Cx3 Doodling

I'm juss so thankfueled I love myself, I continue to love myself more and more and I am incredibly lucky to be of the few people who do, appearantly???

I told myself not to do more than I said I was for the rest of the month. I might go back on that a lil bit juss to start chapter 2 but nothing more. I do want to start planning my monthly goals though

- Today I learned what Obstinate means :b
- I also learned what Chicago's Water Cribs are
- I too learned surgeons are typically more likely to be sociopaths due to their lower empathy. Makes sense, no way I could cut someone open easily, i'm sooooo squeamish. But also, I truly thank them for their service!!! (AND NO SOCIOPATHS ARE NOT A MONOLYTH THEY'RE NOT ALL EVIL)

4/28

Today's Creations

  • Chapter 3 Ne-mu suta-to

  • OcUrRu Illustration done

  • Road Trip 12 done

Happy today all

Streamed for the first time last night and had a total audience of 1 and that taught me how hard it is to focus on drawing and talk at the same time. I did it again today and no one joined :C oh well it's fun regerdless, I can see myself getting used to it and hopefully it'll help me be more sociable. Grow my extrovert wing out (enneagram)

Today I learned that I missed a lot of Law n Order SVU episodes bahahahha binge time :D

4/29

Today's Creations

  • SKetched OcUrRu chapter 2

  • SKetched chapter 4 cover art

Today is the first day of the last day of april and I should probably get to making my May goals sometime soon

Streamed again, thankful to be slowly but surely getting better and better at it. I've been binging the Durarara!! manga and there's enough changes/more details that it feels like xxxperiencing it for the first time. So much inspiration and so fun as well

Today I learned what a puget sound is... kinda bahahahha

4/30