Level 2: Start

Today's Creations

• A healthy mind and body

Day off day is today

I know that I am a creative genius, my story and art are top tier and I'm uber unique... but I really struggle with how little engagement I get. And to be fair if i don't get any it's because I haven't earned any. But also the internet and people in general have changed, so I can't take all that on myself. It juss means I have to work even harder to earn engagement. I feel like I am trying my best but I can't seem to translate my efforts into something concrete.

I'm grateful to all the kind comments and engagement I've gotten so far, it's helped me get to where i am now. So i shouldn't and hope I don't come across as entitled/ungratefueled. I understand this feeling of inadequecy so well that I never want others to feel it, I will comment, share and engage with people but I don't get that back. Not even a response to my comments sometimes (which is wild). I'm not going to stop though because the moment I do, I've lost, but recently i have felt very unseen. Partly my fault as an echoist, but I am trying to work on this. Though seeing little to no progress is very discouraging.

In any case, thanks for coming to my T-Talk I feel like getting this out was helpfueled. And to future me (present me) I love you and thanQ for not giving up on our revenge against the world. (staying true to myself and who I wanna be)
- Love, Present you (past you)
- Written 5/11

Hopefully this day off will help refresh me

Today I learned about the game Schedule 1 and it is giving me inspiration not to mention looks really fun. And I also started reading Scrit's story Champion of Itaro

5/12/2025

Today's Creations

• Started Chapter 2 Line Arts

Yesterday was a complete success really enjoyed my day off ugh pls sir may I have some more? BAhahahahahaah

I feel great cause I had time to juss relaxxx but also I helped a friend out and that compersion reminds me why I help/support others and yes I still want that in return, at least it reminded me that i might have been a bit selfish in WHY I help others

Today I learned about consciousness and once again I am researching topics that can potentially freak me out but I did love the discussion and if it's true I juss wanna say to all the other consciousness that are potentially there, I acknowledge you

5/13

Today's Creations

• Continued Chapter 2 Line Arts +3

• Revised Chapter 3 Script

• Storyboarded Chapter 3

• Created Biggums DIscount video

• OcUrRu Row Art timelapse video created

Not much of consequence. Having a blast and getting a lot of work done streaming/working together though separately (and still equal bahahah) with other mangaka. Guess the internet isn't all bad now, huh

Today I learned about Water Intoxxxication and also that TIL means today I learned

5/14

Today's Creations

• More Chapter 2 Line Arts +2

• Chapter 5 Script Started

Happy birthday to my friend and anyone else who shares today as their bday :D

Today I took a lil deep dive into the ethics of violent video games thanks to Alex O'Connor's GTA 6 video. I had never considered those arguments but I'd like the record to show that Undertale taught me to treat Videos Game NPCs with respect

5/15

Today's Creations

• Chapter 5 Script Continuation

• Chapter 2 inking +4

I have hatched a scheme to get popular.

Today I learned about the loneliness epidemic and how it's also hazardous to human health

5/16

Today's Creations

• Chapter 3 Storyboard

• Chapter 2 Line Arts

Today I learned that I am an incredibly hard worker. And most other people aren't willing to put in as much effort to accomplish goals/dreams. So I think I need to refocus my hardworking energy to get big.

5/17

Today's Creations

• Chapter 2 Line Art

• Cx3 Winner Circle doodles

I wanna stop taking myself and life so seriously and juss enjoy my time here and make things while I can. I put these rly tight deadlines for mineself and get sad when I don't meet them. Like why am I stressing? Juss enjoy the process, man

Today I learned that mold is intelligent??? and picks the most effecient path to get to a destination

5/18

Today's Creations

• Consumed Art

• OcUrRu Scripting

• 'A love letter to life itself' Outline

Caught up on Re:Zero Arc 7 phase 4
sooooooooo good

Accidentally, did a bit of OcUrRu work. It truly doesn't feel like work to me so I juss naturally have the urge

5/19

Today's Creations

• Arc 2 video editing started

• OcUrRu Line Arts

• Monthly submission colours started

Happy Emancipation day for Floridian's

Today I learned about where humans are in the animal kingdom

5/20

Today's Creations

• OcUrRu chapter 2 line arts +3

Today I earned a rival in ToyDonut from the discordia. I feel like a shonen protag now and I hope we continue to push each other and grow! Game on, let's forking goooooo brooooooooooooooooooooo

Didn't get to finish all my line arts I made it very far in 9? work days. So proud of myself. Can't wait to get to the nexxxt arc when I can focus on marketing/nondrawing

Today I learned what fastidious means: very attentive to and concerned about accuracy and details

5/21