Final Level: Start!
Unsuccessful part 2 but my goals were a bit too high, so despite the flop I did an amazing job
ARC 3
5/22 - 5/31
Today's Creations
Line Arts
I'm ti'ed bahahahahahhahahahahaha
Today I learned more about the self illusion from Alan Watts and Sam Harris
Also learned a bit about Latent Space
5/22/2025
Today's Creations
Line Arts
Damn i'm still not done with line arts, not complaining, juss an observation. Hopefully toning goes faster than this step because I might not be on track to finish half of chapter two by the end of the month. Only time will tell :eye:
Today I learned that how latent spaces work:
Impossibly large library > Content, themes, writing style (grouping) > 'magic' map to find it all is latent space > AI learns the map, all the ai needs is on the map (it can then use all info from library) (patterns or relationships) > Compressed map = Latent Space '4d map in mathematics'
kinda like learning from that library and the latent space is the brain
5/23
Today's Creations
Line Arts
Today I won! I figured it out!
After all this time searching and learning and trying to figure out life, I get it. The self illusion, conciousness is everything, the ego etc etc. And it's not juss a thought, I feel it. I realize life is a dream and also a game and there's no goal and that's so freeing. My stress levels have really minimized and although I still feel fear, anger, pain, sadness etc I know that it's juss that, feelings, and I'm aware of these feelings. How awesome... well im not gonna yap cause i'll be here for hours.
5/24
Today's Creations
New logo mockup
Today is day off day
5/25
Today's Creations
Finished OcUrRu Line Arts 26/26
Monthly submission finale: Revenge
Can i finally finish my line arts for this month? find out in... less than 15 hours ahahahahhahahahahahhahahaha
Today I learned what speaking in tongues is called, glossolalia
5/26
this one's a bit cerebral but it wouldn't be me if it wasn't bahahahahha. My idea of revenge is finally living the life I was supposed to, making up for lost time, freeing my inner child and the two of us being unstoppable. As well as the hidden self awareness icon i made hiding behind the texxxt. It's fitting I finished this after becoming fully self aware. I now feel whole and more mineself than ever before and I won't ever let anyone/thing make me let go
Today's Creations
Worked on Arc 2 video
Had a very busy day doing everything but art really. Went out to finally watch Sinners with friends, sooooo good
Today I learned what eschew means, to deliberately avoid/abstain from
5/27
Today's Creations
Continued working on Arc 2 video
Started toning Chapter 2
Edited Monthly submission art
Chapter 3 part Ru, Ne-mu continued
Surprised to have so many visitors to my site past few days, i'm not promoting myself but it's nice to be seen. Hope I don't dissappoint y'all ;P
Today I learned about a byte about the Default mode network in the brain
5/28
Today's Creations
NOTHING?!
This is the final level alright, feels like I'm playing hookie/got senioritis, this week is nowhere near as far as it should be. That's ok, but if I wanna catch up it's gonna be ruff bahahaha. In office work days always leave me drained when i return home, lets see if I can break the cycle today
aaaaaaaaand i slept all day bahahaha
Today I learned Sinners was partially based on the Tulsa massacre
5/29
Today's Creations
Toned +5 pages
i'll never finish half of chapter 2 at this rate so imma focus on part Oc and see if I can complete that by tmrw night.
I feel I did a really good amount of work for now. I might call an early night... is this what it feels like to have a healthy cut off point? BAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA
Today I learned what Labubus are, damn whoever 'they' are really have us in a chokehold on nonsense
5/30
Today's Creations
Toned +4 pages
The end of the Arc :) let's review my progress
Today I learned that cauchy horizon is like a internal horizon to a black hole. outside a black hole space is space like and time is time like > between the event horizon and the cauchy horizon time is space like and space is time like > inside the cauchy horizon time is time like and space is space like. That's how it was xxxplained to me
5/31
